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1. Small loose grains of worn or disintegrated rock.
2. Geology. A sedimentary material, finer than a granule and coarser than silt, with grains between 0.06 and 2.0 millimeters in diameter.
2. A tract of land covered with sand, as a beach or desert. Often used in the plural.
1. The loose, granular, gritty particles in an hourglass.
2. sands Moments of allotted time or duration: “The sands are numb'red that makes up my life” (Shakespeare).
4. Slang. Courage; stamina; perseverance: “She had more sand in her than any girl I ever see; in my opinion she was just full of sand” (Mark Twain).
5. A light grayish brown to yellowish gray.
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January 1st, 2008 at 5:17pm]
 i truly feel that my entire world is now gone.

i am so terrified of realizing the true  pain that lies ahead.

i have nothing left.

December 29th, 2007 at 9:50am]
how can you invest so much love into someone if you know that, in the end, they will just be gone.

how can we hurt ourselves like that?

August 16th, 2007 at 11:00pm]
i feel like i have lost all of those people i thought i was closest to.

i feel like people i used to love more than anything have turned in to selfish beasts. 

Truly vicious beasts.

senior year starts in three days. that's a riot.

p.s. my birthday is on wednesday. just a heads up.

June 18th, 2007 at 7:40pm]
don't ever spend too much time alone. you get to know yourself and stare at yourself too much, causing you to hate yourself. and then once everyone realizes how bored you are, they think that they have to entertain you and provide for you.  That can be the worst part of it.

I am so thankful that I have someone that will never let me be alone for too long, but I truly never wanted to be one of those girls who relies on the ONE human being to keep them occupied 24/7. You lose touch with everything that used to surround you and when they have to go to work for 6 hours you have no clue what to do with yourself.

i've never felt so lost.
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February 26th, 2007 at 8:29pm]

i got a car =) it is great. and that is an understatement.

blah blah blah, and that life folks!

January 9th, 2007 at 6:39pm]
i've never been a husge Beyonce fan, but this song is absolutely amazing. i can't stop listening to it. 

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January 1st, 2007 at 5:49pm]
new years was great.  

dr. 90210 marathon is on rright now, i'm in heaven.

December 27th, 2006 at 3:01pm]
i think it's finally setting in. this is absurd. and i don't like it at all.

i'm gonna miss you sam, a lot. a whole lot. I want to thank you for being there for me, always. like when i needed a ride home from drama club, you were at taco bell, but you got up and picked me up anyway. Or after first hour when i would tell you every question that would be on the test so that you would get a better grade than me =) Or when you would sit on my bed and tell me that my legs look great in heels =) And when you would sit out of the frisbee game with me, so i wasn't alone. We tried to play, but the boys wouldn't allow that lol =)i love you Samantha Mucha, and thank you for always having a smile on your face. I'm really gonna miss hearing "HEY BABY GIRLLLLL!" being screamed from across the hall. i love you.

November 30th, 2006 at 10:45am]
they just put jazzy to sleep. =/

i'm not ok.
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November 18th, 2006 at 5:39pm]
i have really great friends.

thanks everyone who came to the show, it meant a lot. really =)

blake is home, and i am having a blast.

and brennan, i absolutely can't wait to see you. like, i'm freaking out.
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November 14th, 2006 at 9:43pm]
"i love love, i love being in love...i don't care what it does to meeeeee..."

-gonna be the best 2 weeks ever =)

can't wait.
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November 7th, 2006 at 9:23pm]
Delicate dame her fragile face
Was scared away without a trace
Out in the cold, where did she go?
Into unknown a place I'll never
Know and the desperate search began
All across this sea and land
I just knew I'd find you here
I just knew I'd find you.

October 29th, 2006 at 8:53pm]
orlando= incredible.
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October 24th, 2006 at 10:35pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

this is what i miss...

brennan,rachel,mollie, elise, ky ky, andrew and us all having sleepovers... and talkin'... and playing districts... and truth or dare... and sneaking into brennans room with mollie at 3 am and getting caught by mrs murray.... talking for hours with rachel about how shitty people can be and how great we are... swimming with mrs. coffey in kyles pool... driving to different malls with elise and having more fun with her than anyone else i have ever spent time with in my life....and brennan, well there is just too much to miss about us... like how much our relationship sucked but we love each other anyway.

god, things change fast. it sucks, and i can only hope that it can get better or go back to how it was. because those times were utterly amazing. we all hated each other, but for some reason we couldn't get enough of each other. that's why i loved us.

i love you guys, even though we barely talk, i love you.

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October 19th, 2006 at 6:33am]
yay jeffrey!!!!!!!!!!!

while everyone hated him, i always loved him! alriiiighhhhht.

October 14th, 2006 at 9:41pm]

holy toledo. let's just watch the end of 28 days later over and over to see this face.
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October 14th, 2006 at 8:39pm]
i'm so happy right now. for what reason? i couldn't tell you. but what i can tell you is that there is nothing wrong. i have really great friends,many of which are newly formed relationships. but,even my old buddies are still in my life. brennan and i talked last night, it made my night. i went to pet land with mr. bonnett today. that was great. i get to wear a blonde wig in my next show. there's a bro party on sunday. blake and i are better than ever, he's getting his own apartment down here in december =)!

i mean, life can't get better. (unless i get a car, then it can get a little better)
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October 8th, 2006 at 9:24pm]
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i wish he knew how to just smile. but hey.
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September 20th, 2006 at 7:55pm]
i forgot to post that i drive now.

yeahhhh boyyy.
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September 7th, 2006 at 5:00pm]
you're not a nice person.

i'm glad you're happy, just be little nicer to other people around you.

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